Been depressed for a long time. I just want to be happy but I really don't know how to be anymore... I've self harmed for the past year and every time I try to stop I feel the urges take over my body till its too much to handle. I know how to fake a smile but I'd rather not if that's okay with you.
Note: Blog my be triggering to self harm or ED's but I would wish this upon no one, being depressed really sucks, its a mental disorder, a disease that takes over you. The ones who survive this disease are some of the strongest people out there and I look up to all of them with the hopes that I will survive it too!